fears...

Why are we afraid of whatever our fears are? There must be a reason.... Some people have reasos to be afraid of fire....maybe their house burned down.....people are afraid of snakes....maybe they were bitten. I learned today that I really am more afraid of storms than I thought I was. It even sounds silly to me to be afriad of them because I have no idea or no past incident to create this fear. This morning we had tornado warnings in our county specifically our community was talked about. I was being told to take shelter and texted by people...who were only worried and trying to make sure I was safe...but it just made me worried. I called my mom to see what they were doing at her work....and I just was crying....not tears down my cheeks but ugly ugly crying because I was afraid of the storm and because I was going to be alone if anything did happen. My fear was overwhelming me at the time. I was crying....my stomac was hurting and I just wanted it to be 10:45 because that was the magic time the warning was to be over. It really did just make me wonder where these fears come from....I don't know about this one.